From Self-Proclaimed Zombie to Awake and Engaged: Abbey’s First Freebirth

From Self-Proclaimed Zombie to Awake and Engaged: Abbey’s First Freebirth

Author: Emilee Saldaya September 25, 2026 Duration: 47:56

Abbey shares how trusting her intuition led her to freebirth and a deeper connection with her body.


She opens up about awakening from feeling like a zombie, navigating her first pregnancy, and embracing intentional motherhood.


This is a powerful conversation about presence, birth, healing, and creating a life aligned with your deepest values.


If you want to connect with Abbey, follow her on Instagram at @encompassfarming and visit her website here.


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Disclaimer: Free Birth Society, LLC of Florida shares personal and educational stories and experiences related to freebirth and holistic care. This content is not medical advice, and we are not a licensed midwifery practice. Testimonials reflect individual experiences; results may vary. For services or scheduling, contact info@freebirthsociety.com. See full disclaimer at freebirthsociety.com/youtubeterms.


Emilee Saldaya hosts Free Birth Society, a podcast that delves into the profound and personal choice of freebirth. This is not a discussion about home birth with professional support, but an intimate exploration of childbirth that unfolds without midwives, doulas, or medical intervention, guided solely by the birthing person and their family. Through conversations with wild women from around the globe, each episode presents a raw and unfiltered narrative, focusing on the lived experiences, the emotional landscapes, and the deep, often unspoken trust in the body's innate wisdom. These stories are honest, sometimes gripping, and frequently transformative, challenging mainstream perceptions of safety and authority. The dialogue within this podcast serves as both education and a form of self-improvement, examining the reclaiming of autonomy and the reconnection to ancestral knowledge. Listeners will hear not just the mechanics of unassisted birth, but the philosophical and personal journeys that lead individuals to this path. Emilee, as founder and guide, facilitates these discussions with a clear, grounded presence, allowing the complexity and beauty of each story to resonate. This podcast is for those curious about the edges of conventional maternity care, seeking to understand a paradigm where birth is treated as a private, powerful, and physiological event rather than a medical procedure. The Free Birth Society podcast creates a space for these rarely heard voices, offering a tapestry of experiences that are, above all, true to themselves.
Author: Language: English Episodes: 50

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Duration: 1:09:53
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From “High Risk” to Ecstasy: Kurin's Three Births [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

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