I need a longer break than I anticipated, so in order to keep giving you new content, I'm releasing a handful of interviews in their uncut form.
Donya started getting sexual attention very young because her body developed early. As a teenager and adult, she has experienced a wide range of relationship styles and partners. After having a child and settling into the closest thing to commitment outside of marriage, she received a breast cancer diagnosis.
Donya is a 46-year-old cisgender female who describes herself as white, bisexual, monogamous, and in a committed relationship.
- Donya shares her first memory of sexual pleasure, finding a book of erotica at age 9 or 10 and feeling aroused in a new way—both physically and mentally, at the same time.
- Sex was not discussed in the home; her parents divorced and her mother remarried a closed-off man. She finds her mom's secret copy of "The Joy of Sex" at some point.
- Donya talks about being both busty and a dancer and receiving sexual attention from an early teen age. It's an early experience of power and pleasure—especially at youth group. Dry humping becomes a favorite activity.
- Sex itself is fairly disappointing early on; Donya learns to exercise the power dynamic between using the appeal she has to get attention and wanting to go slow to actually find pleasure.
- Donya finally experiences a lover who is devoted to her pleasure. As part of the Society for Creative Anachronism, she tries to navigate the community's culture of non-monogamy.
- Donya talks about the end of her primary poly relationship: yes, you can be poly and still cheat.
- Donya shares how she came out as bisexual and began to experiment, up to the point of marrying a "Santa Cruz lesbian" and seeing the inside of man-bashing culture.
- Donya catches us up on her current long-term monogamous male partner, with whom she has a child. They've been together 8 years and have a fully committed life; at first neither want to mess with marriage again, but it's now on the table.
- Childbearing (and specifically vaginal birth) impacts her sexuality. So does being a mother to a young child, and the parenting style choices they make.
- Donya experiences a series of illnesses, and is diagnosed with breast cancer. She and her partner go through periods of separation. They've gotten therapy and are currently together.
- She talks about the details of her breast cancer journey. She feels like her body let her down, and fears bad sex in forced menopause.
Update:
Since this episode was released, the podcast has concluded. Here's how you can find me now:
EPISODE CREDITS:
Host / Producer – Leah Carey (email)
Audio Editor – Gretchen Kilby
Administrative Support - Lara O'Connor, Maria Franco
Transcript creation – Jan Acielo
Music – Nazar Rybak
