I Keep Falling Into the Same Sin — Does Allah Still Want Me? - Light Upon Light by IslamiCity

I Keep Falling Into the Same Sin — Does Allah Still Want Me? - Light Upon Light by IslamiCity

Author: IslamiCity October 24, 2025 Duration: 7:56

Do you feel trapped in a cycle of sin, shame, and regret — wondering if Allah still wants you? In this heartfelt episode of Light Upon Light, we explore relapse, remorse, and the boundless mercy of Allah.

Through reflection, practical advice, and a powerful story of a man who committed one hundred murders yet found Allah’s forgiveness, we uncover a timeless truth: no heart is ever too far from His mercy.

Join us as we navigate shame, renewal, and hope — and discover why every sincere return to Allah is more beloved than perfection.


In a world that often feels fragmented, Light Upon Light seeks to illuminate a path back to meaning and connection. This IslamiCity podcast draws its name and inspiration from a profound Quranic verse about divine guidance, creating a space for deep, thoughtful conversation that resonates with daily life. You’ll hear discussions that weave together timeless spiritual principles from the Quran and Hadith with the realities of modern existence-navigating social justice, personal challenges, and the quiet quest for inner peace. The aim isn't just to inform, but to offer a reflective and practical companionship for your own journey. Whether exploring the nuances of Islamic spirituality or considering how faith intersects with contemporary questions, each episode is crafted to feel like a sincere dialogue. It’s for anyone seeking to deepen their understanding, regardless of where they are in their practice. By engaging with this podcast, you’re invited into a process of continual growth, strengthening that essential relationship with the Divine through knowledge and heartfelt reflection. The conversations here provide both anchor and inspiration, a resource for those moments when you need clarity or a gentle reminder of the light that faith can bring into everyday living.
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