S2.02 - Dealing With Doubt? Why Your Spiritual Crisis Might Be a Sign Your Faith Is Waking Up

S2.02 - Dealing With Doubt? Why Your Spiritual Crisis Might Be a Sign Your Faith Is Waking Up

Author: Laura Farhy August 9, 2026 Duration: 14:51
What if your spiritual crisis isn't the end of your faith, but the beginning of a real one? Nobody in a church will say this from a pulpit, so Laura will: the moment everything falls apart might be the most spiritually significant thing that ever happens to you. The doubt. The questions. The feeling that the God you were handed no longer makes sense. That's not a sign you're broken. That's a sign something is finally waking up. In this episode, Laura unpacks what a spiritual crisis actually is, why it has to happen to every person who takes their faith seriously, and (most importantly) how you know it's working. Drawing on the wisdom of Richard Rohr, Barbara Brown Taylor, Thomas Merton, and Howard Thurman, she maps the terrain of spiritual darkness that nobody gave you a guide for. If you've been white-knuckling your way back to a faith that already failed you, or you're wondering whether to walk away from God entirely...this episode is for you. Your crisis is not a mistake. It's architecture. And Psalm 88, which ends in total darkness with no resolution, is still in the Bible for a reason. #faithjourney #spiritualgrowth #christianpodcast #faithpodcast #spirituality #authenticfaith #faithanddoubt #spiritualpractice #questioningreligion #faithoverfear #christianwomen #womenpodcast #faithandmentalhealth  

In a landscape where many feel spiritually uprooted, Spiritually Homesteading | How to Lose Your Religion & Keep Your Jesus offers a different path. Hosted by Laura Farhy, this podcast moves beyond the familiar terrain of deconstruction to focus on the practical, often messy work of rebuilding a personal faith. It’s built on the metaphor of homesteading-the idea that a deep, sustainable spiritual life requires getting your hands dirty, planting seeds of curiosity, and tending to your own beliefs with intention. This space is specifically for those who feel disillusioned or wounded by institutional religion yet still feel a pull toward the essence of Jesus. Each episode is a conversation for the spiritually curious and hopeful, exploring how to separate cultural dogma from core spiritual truth. When you listen to this podcast, you’ll find honest discussions about navigating doubt, reclaiming personal agency in faith, and discovering what it means to cultivate a belief system that is genuinely your own. It’s about empowerment and ownership, creating a spiritual home from the ground up.
Author: Language: English Episodes: 50

Spiritually Homesteading | How to Lose Your Religion & Keep Your Jesus
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Duration: 12:52
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