What Happens When the Life You Built Stops Feeling Like Yours? - Live in Technicolor Feed Drop

What Happens When the Life You Built Stops Feeling Like Yours? - Live in Technicolor Feed Drop

Author: Will Rodriguez & Karen Endsley | Consciousness & Enlightenment Guides May 19, 2026 Duration: 54:06
Every now and then, we get to be on the other side of the mic. This week, we're sharing a conversation we had as guests on Baiba Wisse's show, Live In Technicolor, and it turned into one of the more personal conversations we've had in a while.

Baiba asked us the questions we don't always get to sit with on our own show. How did this all start? What was really going on behind the scenes? What do Will and Karen actually believe about why we're here? So that's what this one is. The origin story, the messy parts included.

In this episode, we get into:
  • How a full-on existential crisis during the pandemic cracked Will open and why he's grateful it did
  • The moment Will and Karen almost shut the whole show down, and what changed their minds
  • Why "programming" isn't just a metaphor.... how culture, family, and experience build the filters we see everything through
  • What it actually means to create your own reality, and the one thing that was blocking Will from experiencing it
  • Where Will and Karen genuinely disagree on soul contracts, oneness, and the nature of the human experience
  • The skeptic vs. believer dynamic that makes TSM work, and why both perspectives belong in the room
  • How to find your footing when life is hitting hard, and why presence might be the only real answer
This one is for anyone who's ever wondered if the version of themselves they've been showing the world is actually who they are.

Thanks to Baiba for the conversation and for allowing us to share it with our community. Follow her show on Apple Podcasts or Spotify!

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