Ex-New Age Narcissist - Come to Jesus - A Skeptic's Journey part 5 of 7

Ex-New Age Narcissist - Come to Jesus - A Skeptic's Journey part 5 of 7

Author: DJ Valerie B LOVE September 19, 2026 Duration: 29:10

In this episode, I share a deeply personal testimony about what I now see as the spiritual deception of my New Age, New Thought, kundalini yoga years. I reflect on how ideas like “my truth,” self-deification, divination, and spiritual experimentation shaped my thinking, damaged my discernment, and ultimately affected the people I love most, especially my children. From my perspective today, this journey has required a lot of repentance, humility, and a renewed commitment to following Jesus rather than my own ego.

I also talk through my experience becoming a certified Kundalini yoga teacher, the red flags I ignored, and the unsettling moments that pushed me to start questioning the practice more seriously. That search led me into researching Yogi Bhajan, White Tantric Yoga, and the broader cover up culture surrounding Kundalini, and I explain why I eventually walked away. My hope in sharing all of this is simple: not to condemn anyone, but to offer an honest account of where I was, what I overlooked, and why I now believe spiritual discernment matters so much.

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(00:30) From positivity to spiritual warfare

(03:33) How New Age beliefs hurt her children

(05:45) Why New Age practices felt loving but misled

(09:06) Kundalini teacher training and early red flags

(11:30) A frightening experience after white tantra

(14:39) Researching Yogi Bhajan and abuse allegations

(19:19) Why she now rejects yoga as spiritual practice

(23:08) Sharing the testimony as a warning and invitation

(25:20) Closing reflections on humility and returning to God


The DJ Valerie B LOVE Podcast is a vibrant exploration of modern tools for liberation, hosted by DJ Valerie B LOVE. This isn't your typical self-help or business show; it's a dynamic conversation about what she calls Freedom Technology-the practical and spiritual systems that can unlock a more authentic, powerful, and peaceful life. Each episode features candid discussions with a range of fascinating guests, weaving together seemingly disparate topics like the mechanics of Bitcoin and AI with the profound inner work of meditation, psychedelic exploration, and intentional sobriety. You'll hear concrete ideas about creativity, manifesting goals, and the potent role of music as medicine, all framed within a relentless pursuit of mental wellness and personal growth. At its core, this podcast is an active mission to dismantle the cycles of burnout and people-pleasing that trap so many high-achievers. Valerie steers every conversation back to actionable daily practices rooted in LOVE, a force she treats as both a philosophy and a practical toolkit. Listening feels like joining a gathering of forward-thinking friends who are just as comfortable analyzing digital privacy on NOSTR as they are discussing spiritual authenticity. The result is a uniquely synthesized guide for anyone looking to build outer success without sacrificing their inner peace, making this a truly distinctive voice in the podcast landscape.
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