Goddess Worship and Trauma - Come to Jesus - A Skeptic's Journey part 3 of 7

Goddess Worship and Trauma - Come to Jesus - A Skeptic's Journey part 3 of 7

Author: DJ Valerie B LOVE September 19, 2026 Duration: 39:54

In this deeply personal episode, I share why I’ve been rethinking my long-held identity around “goddess” energy, divine feminine empowerment, manifestation, and sexual healing. I open up about how trauma, abuse, and the search for safety led me toward practices that once felt empowering, but that I now believe pulled me further away from God. From kundalini and Taoist-style sexual energy work to the broader messages of self-worship and hypersexualized culture, I reflect on what I embraced, why it appealed to me, and why I’ve chosen to renounce it. 

 I also talk about surrender, forgiveness, spiritual warfare, and the peace I’ve found through a more personal relationship with Jesus, God, and the Holy Spirit. My hope with this conversation is not to force agreement, but to invite honest reflection—especially for anyone who has tried to reclaim pain through power, sexuality, or self-invention. If you’ve ever confused relief for healing, or control for safety, this episode is my invitation to pause, question what’s really serving your soul, and consider what it means to truly come back to center.

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(00:30) Opening and why this conversation matters

(01:54) From vibe goddess identity to spiritual doubt

(04:50) Rejecting sex magic, tantra, and false power

(08:50) Hypersexualization, trauma, and spiritual warfare

(17:01) Surrendering ego and rethinking the divine feminine

(22:03) A personal relationship with God over New Age beliefs

(24:49) Cultural corruption and complicity in the sex industry

(30:06) Sexual boundaries, obedience, and giving Jesus control

(32:40) Finding peace, love, and a closing invitation


The DJ Valerie B LOVE Podcast is a vibrant exploration of modern tools for liberation, hosted by DJ Valerie B LOVE. This isn't your typical self-help or business show; it's a dynamic conversation about what she calls Freedom Technology-the practical and spiritual systems that can unlock a more authentic, powerful, and peaceful life. Each episode features candid discussions with a range of fascinating guests, weaving together seemingly disparate topics like the mechanics of Bitcoin and AI with the profound inner work of meditation, psychedelic exploration, and intentional sobriety. You'll hear concrete ideas about creativity, manifesting goals, and the potent role of music as medicine, all framed within a relentless pursuit of mental wellness and personal growth. At its core, this podcast is an active mission to dismantle the cycles of burnout and people-pleasing that trap so many high-achievers. Valerie steers every conversation back to actionable daily practices rooted in LOVE, a force she treats as both a philosophy and a practical toolkit. Listening feels like joining a gathering of forward-thinking friends who are just as comfortable analyzing digital privacy on NOSTR as they are discussing spiritual authenticity. The result is a uniquely synthesized guide for anyone looking to build outer success without sacrificing their inner peace, making this a truly distinctive voice in the podcast landscape.
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