Forgive Me For I Have Followed

Forgive Me For I Have Followed

Author: My Cultura and iHeartPodcasts Language: English Episodes: 34
The story of 7M Films and its connection to Shekinah Church became a viral sensation, but the deeper, human truths remain largely untold. Forgive Me For I Have Followed picks up where the headlines leave off, guided by two distinct voices: Jessica Acevedo, who executive produced the Netflix documentary that brought this story to light, and Kailea Gray, a marketing strategist who lived inside 7M Films as a former member. Together, they move beyond the surface shock to examine the precise mechanisms of influence, isolation, and control that define such groups. This podcast is built on intimate, often difficult conversations with other former members, weaving their personal narratives into a broader exploration of power, faith, and manipulation within modern digital culture. You’ll hear firsthand accounts of the psychological landscape, the chilling realities obscured by social media glamour, and the complex path of extricating oneself from a high-control system. It’s a meticulous and empathetic investigation into why people follow, how systems entrap, and what survival looks like long after leaving. Produced by My Cultura and iHeartPodcasts, each episode delves into the societal and cultural frameworks that allow such entities to thrive, making it a crucial listen for anyone seeking to understand the real people behind a viral true-crime phenomenon.
Episodes
BONUS: The Raids at Shekinah [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 21:28
In this special bonus episode, Jessica and Kailea respond to the recent federal raids at Shekinah Church. They unpack what these developments could potentially mean, not just for the investigation, but for the survivors,…
"The Team" [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 33:33
Jess and Kailea are joined by producers Leo, Aaron, and Sophie for a behind-the-scenes look at the making of the podcast and its exploration of the ongoing impact of Robert Shinn, Shekinah Church, and 7M Films. The team…
“Melanie Lee Part. 2” [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 25:38
In this second episode with Melanie Lee, Jess joins Kailea in their sit-down with the key figure from Dancing for the Devil: The 7M TikTok Cult documentary. They discuss the critical split in the early days of Shekinah c…
“Melanie Lee Part. 1” [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 22:18
In this powerful episode, Jess and Kailea sit down with Melanie Lee, a key figure from Dancing for the Devil: The 7M TikTok Cult documentary, to dive deeper into her experience with Shekinah and life after the church. Me…
“Priscylla Part 2” [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 29:22
Jess and Kailea continue their conversation with Priscylla Leigh as she reflects on her tumultuous journey through Shekinah Church and what ultimately led her to leave. She also discusses how the process of filming the D…
“Priscylla Part 1” [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 23:52
Jess and Kailea sit down with Priscylla Leigh to discuss her tumultuous journey through Shekinah Church, which promised salvation but ultimately led to emotional and physical abuse. Priscylla opens up about the manipulat…
“Modern Mystery School” [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 23:55
Kailea guides Jessica through the intriguing world of the Modern Mystery School, founded by Gudni Gudnason, a descendant of the Norse god Thor?! As they delve into its claims of spiritual enlightenment, DNA activation, a…
“Angela & Lacy” [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 32:07
In this powerful episode, Jess & Kailea sit down with past guest Angela (Former wife of Shekinah Church and 7m Films Member James B-Dash Derrick) and her best friend Lacy to discuss their experiences at Hospitality Churc…
“Shen Yun” [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 28:18
In this episode, Jess and Kailea explore the world of Shen Yun, the globally touring performing arts company, and its controversial ties to the Falun Gong movement. They examine the fascinating backstory behind the organ…
“The Zizians” [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 21:47
In this week's episode, Jess & Kailea dive into the chilling world of the Zizians, a group with extreme beliefs that have led to tragic real-world consequences. The recent arrest of Jack “Ziz” Lasota, shines a light on t…