I'm the Hell

I'm the Hell

Author: How to Survive the End of the World May 30, 2025 Duration: 1:03:18

The sisters convene to consider the realizion that aging means being in grief all the time but continuing, nonetheless, writing in the bath, taking responsibility for our inner state, the free Chani Breakthrough Course, the dream job of being a backup vocalist, political youth theatre, awesome kids learning from awesome parents, conflicted perpetrators and the sisters' personal journey on that pathway, 9/11, what it means to be an American, the disorientation and nausea of "What the hell? I'm the hell!", leaving cults when you realized it all made sense till it didn't, how Robin Hood triggered anti-authoritarianism, the rich history of student organizing at Columbia, the normalization of being at the top of a military superpower, the big question of 'is anything real?', having a different kind of conversation with your parents, sitting with the ocean, the cult of purity, fugitive resistance as a way of resisting the ideology of the state, figuring out how to not shop on Amazon, moving from cult to cult, needing a new belief system, and how solidarity is the only salve once you recognize that you're in the perpetrator role.

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Sisters Autumn Brown and adrienne maree brown host How to Survive the End of the World, a podcast rooted in their shared lives as writers, activists, and facilitators shaped by multiracial diasporic lineages. This isn't a theoretical discussion about distant catastrophes; it's a direct, grounded conversation about the endings we are all already living through-the collapse of systems, the death of old ways, and the personal transformations that feel like worlds dissolving. Each episode delves into the tangible, often messy practices a community needs to navigate these ruptures. You'll hear them explore how we grieve, how we organize, how we imagine futures, and how we find wholeness even as things fall apart. The dialogue is intimate and urgent, moving from the kitchen table to the front lines of social change, always asking what it means to survive with integrity and connection. This podcast operates from the belief that learning to face endings together is the first, most necessary step toward building something new. For more from Autumn and adrienne, find them at endoftheworldshow.org.
Author: Language: English Episodes: 100

How to Survive the End of the World
Podcast Episodes
Witch School Chapter 9: Edgar Fabián Frías [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 50:00
Edgar teaches us about bibliomancy, the many paths of divination in nature, animism, Wixárika, and letting art and magic flow through our lives. --- ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠SUPPORT OUR SHOW! - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/Endofth…
Witch School Chapter 8: Starhawk [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 56:25
Join this conversation with Starhawk where we are traveling time and tending the land, developing a direct relationship with our nature, imagining a world we want and reclaiming witch lineages! --- ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠SUPPORT OUR S…
Witch School Chapter 7: Naimonu James [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 47:13
Naimonu James (@heynaimonu) came across our radar as an astrologist whose readings were poetry. A writer and intuitive who offers readings, Naimonu speaks with us about tending to the internal needs of feeling and knowin…
Witch School Chapter 6: Moya Bailey [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 1:04:15
Moya Bailey, who cast the spell of light on misogynoir, is an astrological witch who is plotting on ways to help us apply the wisdom of the stars to the radical offers we make in the world. --- ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠SUPPORT OUR SHOW! -…
Witch School Chapter 5: Empress Karen Rose [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 1:00:08
Empress Karen Rose guides us through a beautiful and practical journey on reclaiming our relationship to earth, spiritual herbalism, what she does in the sacred apothecary, and how we become faith filled people. She remi…
Witch School Chapter 4: Jessica Lanyadoo [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 1:04:57
Jessica Lanyadoo is a psychic medium, astrologer, tarot reader, animal communicator, host of Ghost of a Podcast and author of Astrology for Real Relationships. Here she shares a taste of what and how she sees the world.…
Witch School, Chapter 3: Geryll “Dr. G. Love” Robinson [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 47:52
Geryll “Dr. G. Love” Robinson is an Earthly representative of Intergalactic Royalty. She is a teacher to several guests of this Witch School season, as well as the founder of Five Directions Wellness. In this episode we…
Witch School, Chapter 2: Abigail Bengson [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 1:08:20
Abigail Bengson is a goddess in the lineage of wild and emotionally accurate singing, her song spells, channeled through story and wailing and surprise and her body and her love partnership and her mothering, have healed…
Witch School, Chapter 1: Omisade Burney-Scott [not-audio_url] [/not-audio_url]

Duration: 1:11:21
Witch school is in session. adrienne interviews the resplendent Omisade Burney-Scott, curator of the Black Girl’s Guide to Surviving Menopause, doula, priestess of Ifa, and Black southern mama. Omisade talks about the ma…

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